Sometimes you got something wich is just hurting you, you know it's bad, but you don't want to make it stop because you got kind of addicted to that pain. Every moment you need more of this pain to make you feel that you are somebody or just to take back all the memories of someone or something from the past. But you know? past is past! and past is not going to become present or either future. Maybe you are now like that,wanting to be realeased, but feeling that you can't do anything about it. So, I've something to tell you: don't be afraid of facing up the present! What was gone is gone and will never come be back again. Stop living in the past, MOVE ON! So, stand up and take all the tears off your face, there's no need to cry anymore, no need of feel that pain again. You can break away from the things which were holding you and you can set yourself free, free to be who you really are, maybe you can't even remember who you were at all, but you must do it. Do it for you! Because you are screwing up your life intentionally. It doesn't matter what the rest of people say, just what you think about it does. So, be free! use your own wings to fly and go back to where you really belong to! Be happy again!
I also want to share with you a part of a very nice song that a friend sent to me last night. It says: "Get up and go! Take a chance and be strong, don't look back, just go! take a breath and move on! or you could spend your whole life holding on..." It sounds encouraging, but it's real to do in real. But you got to be free again. Be free of those stupid things that were holding you all this time. Release yourself, because none could do it for you. It's all on you! Trust yourself! It's not going to be easy, but you must do it! ...Or you could spend your whole life holding on.